I know that most of the time, we’re butting heads. I know that we don’t get along as often as I wish we could. I know that I always say I can’t stand you & times when I say I hate you. But you know what else I do know? It’s that when times get rough & I find myself in some deep shit, it’s you who’s there to rescue me. You may get mad or upset at me for my actions and decisions, but it’s all worth it. We’re on each others’ sides when the family goes through tough situations & if there’s one person that would never desert my sister & I, it’s you. I’m sorry that I pull you into trouble along with me, but I can always rely on you to help me get out. I’m sorry that we need times like these to work together & compromise. I’m sorry that I’m such a burden. But on top of all that, if there’s one person in this family that needs the most recognition, it’s you. I appreciate you so much, despite how little I show it & how often I forget it. Thank you for everything.
Despite some minor bullshit, drama, and other nonsense life has been treating me well. Things are a lot easier to deal with when you have a positive attitude and push the negative out. Life is a lot easier when you don’t dwell on things. It’s really all that simple. Keeping that dirt off my shoulders and I’m gonna keep on trucking. It’s easy sailing from here.
I know that we may not always get along, we get on each others nerves too often, we butt heads & we argue… But I just want you to know that despite all of that, I love you & appreciate everything you do for me. I know that i don’t let you know that at all & you may not even know that I feel this way but I hope one day i’ll have the courage to tell you. When things get rough & our family goes thru dilemmas, we’re the ones who stick together & are one the same side. Growing up, I’ve learned to tolerate all the yelling & the bitching because I know it’s because you actually care. I still have hope that one day we consider each other friends & finally have that typa bond that we never had. Happy mother’s day, mom :)
I haven’t had any motivation to blog lately. Maybe because I’ve been preoccupied or maybe I just haven’t had the time… But I definitely do realize that the times I’m not on this as often as usual is when I’m just content with everything. School’s a drag, family’s annoying, it’s been the same old.