February 2011
46 posts
“If patience is a virtue then time is not meant to hurt you, but to get you to...”
– Eligh (via jonathanpham)
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It's not that I don't know who my real friends...
It’s just that maybe within people I call friends or at least associate with, it’s sometimes hard to figure out who’s real & who’s just “real” to my face. If they have the balls to talk about other people to you, they have the nerve to talk to other people about you. It may not always be my problem, it’s still a sad thing to witness people do it to...
January 2011
56 posts
I don’t know what I want & I don’t know what I’m doing.
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I want to explore the world.
I want unfamiliar faces & visiting new places. I want to experience something new. I want something other than the ordinary. I want to travel all over the world. I wish doing so was just as easy as saying so. I wish there weren’t so many other things in my way.
In my opinion,
I don’t need all the constant hugs & kisses or displays of affection. I don’t need all the infatuation, the pillow talk or the constant cupcakin’. I don’t need someone who’s more obsessed with his appearance & looks, his hair & designer clothes, than I am with mine. I don’t need to be impressed with expensive gifts, fancy dinners or extravagant...
Reblogging because it’s been my favorite...
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Whenever I see a good friend of mine sad/depressed or when I sense something’s wrong, I just wanna sit there & make them feel better. Because I know they’d do the same for me. It breaks my heart when someone close to me is going thru a tough time. It makes me wish that there was something I could do to take away whatever sort of negativity they’re feeling but sometimes there...
“To be cool is to keep a positive attitude about life, and a world of peace,...”
– Dom Kennedy
“I know I may not always say the right things, but my heart is always in the...”
– Kanye West
People are going to leave if you don't give them a...
If you give someone a real friendship worth appreciating & worth keeping no matter what, they’ll put up with your shit. They’re not going to walk out of your life just like that, no matter how bitchy you get or moody you tend to be. If you don’t give them a reason to stay, you’ve given them a reason to leave.
I’m not the type of person who’s gonna spill my feelings out to you if I know you don’t really care, but you were probably just curious. As much as I’d love to vent how I feel at the moment, I’m not gonna go asking around for someone to listen to me. No matter how good of friends two of us are, if you were intending to comfort me or at least sound like i’ve...
I know for a fact that there's so much more I can...
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As much I try not to bicker & argue with my parents more now than ever, I wish that they would even attempt to understand me every now &then. No, I no longer whine & pout when they don’t let me out but yes, I do get so disappointed & let down. I wish that my parents would understand that I work so hard in school to make them proud that i’d never abandon my education for...
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sup 5day wknd?
Yesterday Xavier & I went to go watch Black Swan, besides the fact that we were laughing about everything it was pretty mindfucking, not gonna lie. It was REALLY AWKWARD THO, hahaha for those of you who already watched it. Got in-n-out & went dress shopping for tmrw’s deebut too. This morning my gma was kind enough to go take me to get my hair redyed & it’s officially now a...
cdeeezy:
Anyone that can put up with me is a keeper. Just knowing that I don’t have to try to impress them because they accept me for who I am as a person. That I don’t have to put up a front around them since they can see right through me. Or when I’m being a complete bitch and they don’t let it get to them because they know for a fact that I love them more than anything. Those type of people...
I hope you miss me a little when I'm gone.
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I hate feeling underappreciated. As much as I hate hearing that life is being unfair to you, I’m trying to be here for you. Though I’m not going to sit around listening to you blame yourself while I keep telling you otherwise. I’m also not gonna keep quiet hearing you talk about a girl who’s never given you the time of day, despite the number of times I’ve told you I...
I guess you’ll never be done making a fool out of me & then have me make a fool out of myself. No matter how much bullshit you’ve caused me, I still hope deep down that you would salvage our friendship. Even though you talk about me like i’m some thoughtless whore. Even though I get hurt by the how it seems you want to sabotage who I am. Even though I find it in myself to...
"When you feel like everything in life fails,...
"There's always going to be those awkward moments...
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I easily get frustrated with people who seem to carelessly throw friends away. Let’s say a group of friends befriend you, yet you handpick a selected 1 or 2 friends that you want to keep & then forget about the rest. Honestly, it pisses me off because good friends are so hard to find yet I see people who don’t appreciate the good ones they have. Cause practically, I don’t...
“I don’t need to be cool with everyone. I don’t need to go to every...”
– @jonathanpham, took the words right out of my mouth. My point exactly.
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I just absolutely love it when I have something I wanna post about on here, I’m thinking about the topic, right? And then when I open up a new text post & try typing it out, my thoughts get all jumbled up in my head & I kinda lose track of what I wanted to say. Then I don’t post anything.
Diggin’ this song, Lullaby.mp3 :)
“Don’t leave something good to find something better, because once you find out...”
– (via eliiin)
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keeping myself in check...
I’m setting my mind to focus on my priorities right now & buckling down for the rest of the year. College is what’s on my mind & I promise myself I’ll work harder. Here I am trying to create some peace of mind for myself. Goals so far for the next few months:
Ace finals
Start SAT prep classes by the end of jan w/ everyone
Long, overdue license -_- sdslkfasdj
Take...
Never make a decision at the peak of your emotion.
Story of my life.
“Love me when I least deserve it, because that’s when I really need it.”
– Neil Gaiman (via quote-book)
SCHOOL IS SUCH A DRAG.
Yes, I wake up/get out of bed at 725 every morning. Yes, I start my homework at 11pm. We JUST got back from break. Days seem like it takes forever to end. Finals are soon. And on top of that, I have to deal with annoying bitches/teachers/dicks on a day-to-day basis. Woohoo, I love life.