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I wasted my day doing nothing & bumming around. Today was “P day” @ school & I ATTEMPTED at being winnie the pooh. Hahaha, maybe it was a fail but it was so comfortable wearing shorts cus the weather was perfect. Practically didn’t do anything during class, just wasting time but congrats to the sophomores’ 1st place in vball during the spiritweek activities during lunch :)

TMRW’S THE BIG DAYYY! Pioneer day, one day that everyone has some major class spirit. Reppin’ the class colors & class t-shirts, posters, streamers, facepaint & everything tmrw in johnnycarson park. So pumped. 2012<3 then right after pioneer day, heading home to get ready to leave for my confirmation retreat in wrightwood around 330. Tmrw’s gnna be a good day :) look at me on tumblr, instead of packing my shit or getting my stuff ready for tmrw morning. PLUS, I needa get to school early. fml.

(via tellytothe)

SO, this week has been going by slow by hour, fast by day. School is my biggest stress cause & I hate how I always feel so frustrated w. it. I hate itttt, I want it to be over. I hate the feeling of going to school & not bothering to learn anything. on the reeal, like when I’ll sit in class, I’ll be totally distracted & instead of learning, I’m counting down the minutes til the the period’s over … -_-.

On the plus side, it’s spirit week! Monday was green & white day. Tuesday was ‘rep your middle school’ day, but haha holy family was gay & never gave out sweatshirts. I laughed when I woke up & asked myself which boy’s shit was I gnna wear. Went w. jonathan’s cathedral hs sweatshirt & jeans. Wednesday, today, I dressed up as minnie mouse :) red polka dot skirt, the ears & everything. Just when I thought I was being unique, I come to school seeing like 345983958 other girls being the same thing. I’m getting into the bad habit of bumming it around the house til I feel like starting my hw & it ends up being hella late. Bad bedtime too. I’m starting to really appreciate my hours of sleep more than usual.

Nothing new has been happening w. my life. Bullshit & unneccessary shit aside. Promised myself not to bother dealing w. that shit, esp. when it’s not worth a second of my time. Let people say what they will. The usual day cycle: wake up late, almost late to school, sleepy before lunch, hungry during class, wait for my lazy mom to pick me up, go home, look for food, tumblr/ twitter/ facebook, procrastinate, start hw, sleep late, wake up late. Summer mode is kicking in a bit too early for me, I still have finals & all that in a month or so. But FIVE FIVE FIVE more weeks of school. five. Just hoping everything’s gonna be looking up for me during that.

- Jason Mraz

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Ten how’s:

1. How did you get one of your scars? from tripping -_-
2. How did you celebrate your last birthday? citywalk!
3. How are you feeling at this moment? annoyed, hungry & a bit stressed.
4. How did your night go last night? okay. dinner @ ken’s & last minute hw.
5. How did you do in high school? almost a junior & managing to deal.
6. How did you get the shirt you’re wearing? newjersey.
7. How often do you see your best friend(s)? as often as i possibly can if they don’t go to school w. me.
8. How much money did you spend last month? all i have had -_-
9. How old do you want to be when you get married? mid 20s.
10. How old will you be at your next birthday?  SEXTEEN :)

Nine what’s:

1. Your mothers name? Emelda.
2. What did you do last weekend? just straight chilling.
3. What is the most important part of your life? the people in it<3
4. What would you rather be doing? eating a feast.
5. What did you last cry over? something stupid.
6. What always makes you feel better when you’re upset? best friends :)
7. What’s the most important thing you look for in a significant other? cute personality.
8. What are you worried about? the future.
9. What did you have for breakfast? nothing. as usual.

Eight you’s:

1. Have you ever liked someone who had a girlfriend/boyfriend? sorta. 
2. Have you ever had your heartbroken? unfortunately. 
3. Have you ever been out of the country? yes! 
4. Have you ever done something outrageously dumb? story of my life.
5. Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend? YEUP.
6. Have you ever had sex on the beach? naht!
7. Have you ever dated someone younger than you? never.
8. Have you ever read an entire book in one day? picture books, hahaha.

Seven who’s:

1. Who was the last person you saw? dad. 
2. Who was the last person you texted? kevinnn.
3. Who was the last person you hungout with? jesssicabear
4. Who was the last person to call you? mommy
5. Who did you last hug? mm, forgot
6. Who is the last person who texted you? kevingay
7. Who was the last person you said “I love you” to? xavier!

Six where’s:

1. Where does your best friend(s) live? all around the place.
2. Where did you last go? school.
3. Where did you last hang out? hospital cafeteria. 
4. Where do you go to school? Providence High
5. Where is your favorite place to be?  Wherever w. good company :)
6. Where did you sleep last night? in my bed.

Four do’s:

1. Do you think anyone likes you?maybeee.
2. Do you ever wish you were someone else? at times.
3. Do you know the muffin man? course.
4. Does the future scare you? everyday.

Four why’s:

1. Why are you best friends with your best friend? they get me.
2. Why did you get a Tumblr? ‘cause i like to blog.
3. Why did your parents give you the name you have? combo of my parents’ names.
4. Why are you doing this survey? do not wanna do english & bio.

Three if’s:

1. If you could have one super power what would it be? to fly.
2. If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you? who wouldn’t? 
3. If you were stranded on a deserted island and could bring 1 thing, what would you bring? A FRIEND.

Two would-you-ever’s:

1. Would you ever get back together with any of your ex’s if they asked you? never.
2. Would you ever shave your head to save someone you love? yes.

One last question:

1. Are you happy with your life right now? always.

(via 365thoughts)

Does not always mean that you are wrong and the other person is right. It just means that you value your relationship or friendship more than your EGO.

Lemme get this off my chest. I don’t know what people have against me, I don’t know why I’m suddenly the ‘talk of the town’, I don’t know why I haven’t been left alone. I’ve been minding my own business w. everything &  all of a sudden I’m told that I’m being talked about online, I’m completely clueless as to what the fuck is going on, who the hell is posting all this shit, or where all this hate is coming from. Damn, and I WOULD be accused for all this shit. This is a joke.

Woke up all cranky, missing church @ 11am, so I’m bored. Ask away :)

Ready for this shit.

It gets on my fucking last nerve knowing that I’m being talked about. Fuck dude, I’ve been happy living my life & I come across this shit. Don’t be putting words into my mouth & telling other people what you want them to think, cause that shit isn’t true.