open eyes, open mind.

Everyone’s entitled to their own opinions & most definitely free to say whatever they want to say. If you have the audacity to talk shit about someone, atleast man up to taking responsibility for whatever you said since you had the balls to say it in the first place. If you mean what you say, back your shit up instead of covering yourself up in denial. Why’d you say anything then if you don’t have any guts to tell the person why? The truth will always find its way out.

I hate that temporary attachment I have to you. I hate that I look forward to seeing you, when you run up to me for a hug & that feeling you give me that no one else can. I hate that I kinda wait for your text at night & get sad a little inside when I don’t hear from you. I hate that I constantly look for your company. I hate that I never noticed how I felt. It’s a good thing you would never know, when I keep telling myself we’re just friends & that’s how it should be.

/vent.

I hate it when people take me for granted. From the randomest people to my closest friends, I kinda do expect at least a little appreciation when I do you favors or do something for you to be a good friend. I don’t want bitchass comments like you could’ve done what I did better or I didn’t do it the way you wanted to. My bad.

/rant.

Please make sure you realize that you deserve the best for yourself & stop settling for less. Stop thinking you’re not as pretty as the chick next to you, because you’re more than beautiful inside & out. No need to compare yourself to others, no need to be self conscious. Trying to be someone else doesn’t make you as pretty. Confidence in yourself is key beauty. Stop chasing love like it’ll never find you. Do your own thing & it’ll unnoticeably land on the palm of your hand. Stop thinking you don’t deserve anyone to love, open your heart & you will. Stop settling to be just an option to others, when you can be a priority for someone who sincerely cares. Don’t keep running after someone that doesn’t treat you right, don’t think you won’t find someone else who can treat you better. Never let someone make you second guess your worth. Give yourself credit for what you deserve.

thanks for following & hope you enjoy what I write ♥

I wish I had all the time in the world. I wish I didn’t have to say goodbye when we talk at night. When I’m with my best friends & good company, I wish none of them ever had to leave. I wish we all could always be together so none of us ever feel alone. I wish I had all the time in the world to sleep after a tough day, but I don’t. I wish there was no such thing as ‘due dates’, ‘last minute’ & being ‘late’. I wish there never was a ‘it’s too late.’ I wish good days never ended. Time in the past is time you’ll never be able to get back. If I had all the time in the world to do what I wanted, I’ll die happy knowing I lived the life I wanted worryfree.

I believe that it’s impossible for one person to please everyone. I also believe that it’s unlikely for everyone to please you. We all do have the tendency to rely or depend on others completely, and when you’re let down or unsatisfied, you get disappointed. Like how you yourself can’t meet everyone else’s wants & expectations out of you, not everyone can meet yours. Before you get angry or upset, remember that a person doesn’t need to listen or obey you yet they willingly do. Just as we do for other people. As goes for friendship & even relationships, you can’t expect a person to cater to your needs 24/7 because no one has an obligation to. We do things for friends because of our own generosity & loyalty being a trusted friend. We do things for others to bring happiness to them, just as people try to do things for us. Just because a person doesn’t love you the way you want them to, doesn’t mean they aren’t loving you with everything they have. Friendship is a two-way street.

Pulled an all-nighter, planning my shopping route & ready to shop til I drop. Getting scooped around 230AM & I’m waiting til my lack of sleep starts to hit me.

I hate those ‘remember when’s just as much I love them. I hate how they bring back memories just as much as I love reminiscing about them. I hate how they remind me of what used to be just as much as I love seeing how I’ve grown. I hate being reminded of my mess-ups & screw-ups, the mistakes, the ‘could have been’s & the ‘what if’s. If I never took your friendship for granted, maybe we wouldn’t be walking by each other like strangers now. I ‘remember when’ we weren’t strangers. But as much I’d like to go back & regain the friendship I cherished so much, I remind myself that we’re both happy now.

I’m thankful for family who’s unconditionally here for me, with their love & support. I’m thankful for the good education my parents strive to give me. I’m thankful for the most amazing friends I could ever ask for, the ones that are here for me through thick & thin. I’m thankful for a home to live in, being lucky enough to enjoy the extra things that some people don’t have or experience. I’m thankful for a life full of blessings & I stay thankful every single day.

Don’t you dare talk to me like I effortlessly try to fail school, like I’m some dumbass, or like I’m not aware that I have things to work on. I hate even wasting my breath trying to explain to you why & what the hell is going on. SHIT, stop fucking jumping to conclusions, you ignorant person with a lack of common sense. Dumb bitch.

Boy, I hate it when i’m beyond heated. /endVENT.

I’ve realized that you should always be careful to who you open up to because most of them are just curious and only a few of them actually care.

People nowadays don’t even bother to listen to what others have to say. All they do is hear the words that slide past lips. Their ears are clueless to the information they are being told, and to me, it’s ridiculous. When someone has the nerve to ask me what’s wrong or how I’ve been, I expect them to listen. And by listen, I mean listen to the details that I am willing to share. Not look me in the eye and ignore everything I have to say. What was even the purpose of initiating a conversation with me? I leave myself vulnerable and open, and you just stand there acting as if I don’t matter. If you have any intention of trying to converse with me, the least you could do is listen. I only speak from my heart, so open yours when you’re listening. And I’ll be sure to do the same.

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I wish the people I knew in real life would actually blog.

Write about how they really feel so I could understand why they act the way they do. Say things on here that they’ve never had the guts to tell anyone else. Make this a place they could turn to whenever they need to get something off their chest rather than just going on here to kill time. All they seem to do is reblog pointless shit like there’s no tomorrow.