know things can’t always go my way, people can’t act the way they should, I can’t always get what I want, & things always change. But for once in my life, can I please have happiness without so much dilemma, without so much frustration w/ the world, without people interfering, without TIME interfering? Thanks.
People that are always putting themselves down, sometimes need to be strong. You have to know that you’re a good person and a good friend. What’s meant to be will end up good and what’s not, won’t. Love is something worth fighting for, but you can’t be the only one fighting. At times, people need to fight for you. If they don’t, you just have to move on and realize what you gave them was more than they were willing to give you. And you deserve A LOT better. Hopefully people realize great things when they do come around and not lose something, when it’s real.
I KNOW, soon pleeease :( it’s been like fricken half a year already, gddamnit haha.
Haha, yeeea dude i think we BOTH shud not be m.i.a anymore! LET’S CATCH UPPP :)
SQEEE-REL, I MISS YOU!
you’ve been m.i.a in my life, how are you?
I’ve learned that we don’t have to change friends, if we understand that friends change. I’ve learned that something that you do in an instant, can give you heartache for life. I’ve learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words; it may be that last time you see them. I’ve learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I’ve learned that either you control your attitude, or it controls you. I’ve learned that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing, and still have a good time. I’ve learned that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you are down, will be the one who helps you get up. I’ve learned that sometimes when I am angry, I have the right to be angry, but that doesn’t give me the right to be cruel. I’ve learned that just because someone doesn’t love you the way you want them too, doesn’t mean they don’t love you with all they have.
I’ve learned that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you’ve had and what you learned from them, and less to do with how many years you have lived. I’ve learned that it isn’t always enough to be forgiven by others, but sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself. I’ve learned that just because two people argue, doesn’t mean they don’t love each other. And just because they don’t argue, doesn’t mean they do love each other. I’ve learned that you shouldn’t be so eager to find out a secret; it may change your life forever.
I’ve learned that you can’t make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved, and the rest is up to them. I’ve learned that no matter how much I care, some people just dont care back. I’ve learned that it takes years to build up trust, and just seconds to destroy it. I’ve learned that it’s not what you have in life, but who you have that counts.I’ve learned that you can keep going, long after you think you can’t.
I’ve learned that there are people who love you dearly, but just don’t know how to show it. I’ve learned that our backgrounds and circumstances may have influenced our lives, but we are responsible for who we become.
way too indecisive on a gdamn tumblr layout. -_____-
Got home @ like 1ish yesterday from santa barbara for asb camp &i was definitely drained of sleep. Saturday, got to school @12, laggged it til around 130, ate at innout &then the 2 hour ride there. Stayed up w/ stella kimmm til around 430, making 3am sandwiches & making fart app noises til we fell asleep. Sunday, woke up & got ready for mass, running on two &ahalf hours of sleep, & then kicked it around casa de maria for the day. Beautiful santa barbara breezy weather :) Definitely love the cuddling weather, taking pictures, spending time w/ good company & my booyfriend for the weekend. Learned to play MAO w/ the funniest people, dikran’s cooking, ms.b &p, winning @ speed, reminiscing. Pulled an all-nighter w/ babe til literally 630 & i knocked out on mariel’s bed. Good talk, good times, he’s cute. It was honestly a surprise to see everyone knocking out by around 2-3 tho. So i was like the only one sleep-deprived for the weekend, but it was worth it. Monday was all cleaning up, falling asleep on the bus, & our goodbyes to go back home. I missed my bed SO much, i took a 3 hour nap, slept at 10 & woke up @ 12. Definitely one crazy trip, but nothing compares to summer camp ‘09 ;)
for the weekend for ASB camp part2 w/ some goood company. Excited :)
Yest, random fun @old town pasadena & first time eating at roscoes haha yummy waffles. Stayed up til around 140 in the am w/ baby &didn’t finish packing til right now -_- Heading to school at around 12 &coming back monday afternoon. Gnna be fun parental-free, but keeep in touch while i’m there yeea?